Moving on Up!!!

At a time when life seems at a little standstill, I feel positive and invigorated. The wonderful Online 'Zine I work for is down for a few days while the site is being redesigned, I have about 15 new articles waiting to be published, I am 14 weeks pregnant and have to wait another month until my next ultrasound to find out what sex is my baby, I have to wait until May to really start looking for a condo to buy and I have many other things in life that seem to be on-hold. Yet I am accomplishing a great deal and remaining super productive. What has helped? Knowing that I am a successful freelancer, that I am increasing my web presence daily, that I am constantly learning and developing my skills for the future of my family and I am in love with life. It is a conscious decision I've made. If I find myself in a negative head space or annoyed by something I think about why it is. What beliefs to I hold about whatever it is that is bothering me. What threatens me, what makes me feel insecure. In the end I find that, most of the time, I can pinpoint it to one event in my formative years that is no longer relevant. Thinking about it in this logical way allows me to consciously change my belief (or keep it) and continue on living in love with life.